Missing my childhood:(

It is heavily raining in Rotterdam.
Indeed, it is so chilly that I can not bare having only piece of sweater. Unfortunately, it is not waterproof, which made me even colder. Walking on the street without an umbrella, I recalled the old days when I was really young.
There is no memory that someone would offer me an umbrella when I was in the primary school. Each time, I would wait in the front of the classroom for a long time but nobody showed up. Therefore, I had to head for my grandparents' home in the heavy rain or snow. It is really weird to me now as I even did not cry when I walked in the rain/snow, cold and hungry. What days I had!
Although I have been grown up, I still feel I am a young kid. Maybe it is becasue I have very good attitude to other people as well as to my own life. However, I got plenty of harsh days. The reason is I can make lots of friends and get intou tough with some very important people without difficulty,which offends some people as they do have problem to get along with other people, especially the guys who are more than years older than me. I can not tell the reason why they treat me that bad, although I am only a little girl in terms of their understanding.
Anyway, I still do not want to grow up. I miss the days when I walked in the heavy rain without umbrella, totally wet, covering my schoolbag with my sweater.
Postscript:
虽然大家都蛮喜欢我这个大顽童,给我很多帮忙,也乐于和我打交道,但还是小有几个人跟我过不去.我真的无意去冒犯任何人,虽然有些长者也经过很多困难才到今天的地位,但是,这个不是责备人的理由.任何人都不可能要求别人跟他走想同的道路,不能说自己没办法做到的事情,别人就不可以做到.当别人做到的时候,有什么理由去责备别人?